im renewed. im happy, for now at least. ive faced some losses, and taken some hard hits, but im here. im alive. and thats all that matters.

well, my irc life has surely died, all because of one bitch that is a drama queen. fuck her though, and fuck the bullshit shes spreading about me. its not true. and its all because i tried cheering someone up, and she took it the wrong way. soap opera bullshit, if i say so myself, which i do.

anyways......

my job still kicks ass, although im not getting as many hours as i want.

i think its about time for me to head back to the cold oblivion of sleep. maybe i wont wake up.

*mentally impaired.....and wishing i was passed out already*

wow....its been awhile since ive written....anyways.....sarah is......sarah. thats about all i can say about her anymore, which is for the best, in my own opinion. kyle is 'home' for the weekend, and him and sarahs new boyfriend have been exchanging words since he got here. me, i found two more females which have captured my attention, yet there is nothing that will come of it, for more than one reason.


i started my job today, and i think ill like it. at least, i hope ill still like it in a month. actually worked a full 8 hours, and im exausted, but i refuse to go to sleep.

STONE SOUR HAS RELEASED THEIR CD!!! im excited as hell to get it, which i will do as soon as i can afford it.


well, thats the news for now.....more to come.

...and she has no intrest of me anymore....i hope he comes back soon, because this town blows...anyways, a night of fun and pictures....more to post soon.... my poetry is getting harder and harder to write, mostly because i have noone to be hurt by, and therefore, i lose most of my inspiration.....drank too much.....